I'm just curious... ano ba ang mas gus2 niyo? ABS-CBN or GMA?and why? Feel free to express your opinion...

The difference of a maniac we used to know of from green-minded. That is my title. And yes, there is a difference. People (or rather Filipinos) tend to stick on just one kind of it... and that is a sex maniac. The word is ambiguous... and many are oblivious of it. And sometimes they make green-minded persons a maniac. Yes, they are but somehow milder than it. I mean when it come into diseases, it is benign and not yet the malignant. There are persons who are distinguished to be a green-minded person because of his/her verbal abuse of obscene words. And many of them are being misunderstood. They left an impression of a maniac, that in the ken of most of us, are horny and prone on touching women's tits or something more aggravating. Green-minded persons are not maniacs that we use to know of. Many of them are just being like that in order to express their humor.

Getz?!?!?!?!

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Vocabulary of the Day:

Woebegoneadj - woeful; sorrowful; also, run-down.

Example:
Woebegone, I'm a child suffering!
Meaning:
It is such a sorrow especially for a child to suffer... am i right?

Pranks:
Ask people to prove everything they say. (e.g. "I'm Bob, nice to meet you..." "PROVE IT!") (nice one! hehehe)

Whew! Our oral defense for our thesis was a success! Sorry if I didn't updated for such a long time... anyway, our teacher said that our thesis was fine. He said that he can't come up with many question in our thesis. But of course... there's no perfect thesis... so there's also a questionable part. And we were trapped when he asked about our RECOMMENDATION... we admit, we really did it wrong... but anyway... that's the only mistake we've done! I'm going to share with you the introduction of our thesis entitled "The Views of the Highschool Students of Siena College Taytay S.Y. 2004-2005 regarding the use of vulgar words"

INTRODUCTION

Language is dynamic. Personality evolves simultaneously with the evolution of language. Sometimes, it is through the languae or the kind of language used that people judge one's character.

Vulgar words are words that are coarse, unrefined, offensive and indecent. it is through these words that people create mannerisms, express their emotions, and provoke other people. its origin is buried in the deep roots of linguistics and history.

in the olden times, peasants were the one who usually abuse these words. these words sounded so rude and rough that the profanity of words creates an impact on any person who receives or hears it. On the contrary, the higher beings or the superiors were considered to be using intellectual words. nowadays, as language currently evolves, resulting to the so-called "street languange", the profanity of the language is expnading widely on almost all places in the world.

Swear words fall under the vulgar words. these are the most abused words in vulgarity. but what is so obscene about swear words? It is the thoguht and intention of the giver that is obscene. the receiver, however, takes the thought on different levels, depending on situation and on thier relationship with each other.

Peer pressure encourages the habit of swearing because people tend to mimic the speech of someone they want to be like or accepeted by. many have been using vulgar words in order to belong to a group they want. Some are only influenced once they have joined the group of people who are abuseres of profane words.

Many believe that swearing is inappropriate. Some think that it is cool, some think it is not. Some get offended when these words are thrown upon them while others feel like they belong to the group. Their own point of views are their resons why they are like that. It is the diversity of views that often causes trouble.

There is also a belief that using vulgar words is better than fighting or any more aggravating offenses. But regardless of when profanity is thought to be appropriate, everybody uses it occasionally.

OBJECTIVES, I DIDN'T INCLUDE BEC. OF THE SHORTAGE OF TIME.

Hey I'm back and kickin' again! Whew! It's been a long time since I've been out of this blog world! Well, sharing is nothing new here (of course!)... so I'll start now... (I only have 30 minutes...)

Ok, to start with, the Peer Counselors' Club is going to hold a seminar for the Night High students (students given scholarship due to poverty) on February 9, 2005, Wednesday. I, as the president of the club, need to be in charge of making it happen... all the materials needed, the venue, the program itself, almost everything. I have my officers to help me... it's better when it's fewer. But we are now in a pressured state... especially me. We need all things to be done by tomorrow and we just talked about it this afternoon. Damn! I'm really pressured! I need to make it happen. But it is not only in school that's a problem. My neighborhood is also a problem. There had been an exxagerated proclamation about the suspect who "inubos ang internet card" (as what HE said). The suspect is me. I was the last one who borrowed their account, that's why. I just found that I became a suspect just moments ago, told by my mother.

Basta! marami pa yan... ewan ko ba!!! nakakainis!!!! Hindi ko alam kung papaano ko sisimulan ang mga bagay-bagay, tapusin ang mga nasimulan at lalong-lalo na ang imotivate ang aking sarili!!!!

There's just one thing I want to ask... WHY IS IT ALL COMING TO ME NOW, ALL AT ONCE?!?!?!?! WHY NOW?!?!?! GRRRR!!!!! (sori kung hindi niyo maintindihan ha... basta!!!!)

well, 5 minutes pa! bye na!

Brandon Flabes
- the quixotic
- (quote) Your mind and soul will dwell in one body and that body will dwell in one person as the clock goes ticking all the way around.

hot_blazer143
- the flirtatious
- (quote) I make flames blaze more fiery than hell!

hell_shall_reign
- the doubtful
- (quote) God exist only in the mocked minds of society...

niflheim03
- the gothic
- Thoughts... sinister in the mind, aggravating in the soul.

Sidimund Draven
- the confused (but often void of emotions)
- I am Sidimund Draven... the wind beneath the deteriorating rose.

My fisrt identity was Brandon Flabes. I am this identity when I write about love. This was my identity last 2 years... when all I think about is SONGBIRD (my former crush)... and of course many more crushes that I have to keep in secrecy... too dangerous to mention... hehehe.

My second identity was hot_blazer143. Well, I don't want to elaborate this one. hehehe... better keep it in secrecy....

Hell_shall_reign and niflheim03 conquered my personality at the same time. It was when I was indulged in darkness and my days became darker and darker in solitude (don't take it literally). It was the time when my pain, longing and passion outburst in a form of depression. Nah... Don't want to give the wqhole situation... it's better like this.

Then came Sidimund Draven... my current identity... better not spill the whole description coz it's for you to find out... The description above is enough.

I want to post but I've got nothing to say. But I really want to post something... so i'm typing lazily and create sentences without thinking if it's wrong grammar...

I don't know what I'mfeelign right now... happy? Maybe. lonely? probably. void of emotions? that's before. confused? nearly yes, i think. emotional? I dunno...

It's been such a while since I've written anything... Sidimund Draven haven't made any literary pieces... yes... all literary pieces posted here are from niflheim03... my dark side (not my bad side). I don't know why but I really can't write anything when I'm void of emotions... but when I become emotional, I can make a good shot. Huh? Here I am again, a blocked mind. I suddenly ran out of words and ideas to type. It just gone suddelny so blank. Ok, I'll try my best to return my focus.

This week, I really don't know what's happening. From wednesday up to yesterday I went home late... Wed: 9:00, thurs.: 7:00, fri.: 8:30 sat.: 7:00. I know my mom thought about this so maliciuosly. Yeah, I have her trust but I cannot have her thoughts(did I make sense?).

Nweiss, last night, we went to Eastwood for a birthday treat of the daughter of my mom's friend and my bro's schoolmate. We ate at the SUperbowl. I'm kinda OP coz they're all deaf and mute... so they do the sign languange... and my bro didn't come (he's deaf and mute also). Fuck that PS2, that's the reason why he didn't come. My mom also have a group there. SO I'm all alone... I decided to roam the whole place... I've seen so many luxurious people hanging out and buying signature things (yes, I also buy signature things but the prices of their things are thousands apart from mine... did I make sense again?) Ok. I've seen Amy Perez, Bing Loyzaga and Oyo Boy Sotto as I make my to A Different Bookstore. I have found there a journal notebook with a hardcover. At first glance, I like it, especially the quote printed in the cover. The quote is:

grant me the serenity
to accept the things
I cannot change
and the courage to change
the things that I can.
and grant me the wisdom
to know the difference of the two.

-neibuhr

It's not the exact words... but the thoguht is there. It's worth Php350. I bought it. I don't know why I'm fond of buying notebooks... many of it I didn't write... I just kept it. Some, I write but only some pages... then I'll but another. I'm finding a leather-bounded notebook with old blank papers inside (like in the times of Jose Rizal).

Anyway, the qoute really fits me. I am a man of it-hurts-when-something-changes and i-don't-want-change. Well, I need to change that attitude.Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. I'm now in the verge of accepting that there is nothing permanent but change.

I am blocked again... it'a all blank again... my thoughts...

Thoughts... sinister in the mind, aggravating in the soul
-niflheim03

With the world we gyrate with our foolish minds, to believe into something that is so fictional. Why do people tend to praise someone who is just an illusion, created and given life by many of its believers? Are we destined to suffer such foolishness? There is no creator whom we call God. He does not exist only but in the mocked minds of reality. Then, who created us? That is something that cannot be answered by just a thought in our brain. Thus, it is left and forever will be a mystery for there are no eyes that ever witnessed the event that occurred in that certain epoch. And if there are, there is still uncertainty for it is impossible for ancient people to pass this information from generations to generations without forgetting parts of it or even revising it.
There is a question that perturbs my significance in this world. What is the essence of our living, to be religious and good, if, in the latter part, we'll all rot and fall into the realms of Hades? Church teachings say that it is for the salvation of mankind, to enter God's Kingdom. This is something I strongly impugn! We will never know what's beyond the closure of our life. There is no God to seek guidance for, no God to thank for, and no God to save our souls. Thus, death is the greatest mystery of life. These things made me hold strong in my belief that God does not exist. The reality Church teachings give out are a diversity of the reality experience at present.

Note: This is based on my own opinion. Sorry if you, readers, think that I blaspheme you God. I just want to share my own point of view.